only you can't hear me
my tears fall
silently forgotten
you see me
you don't see me
i watch the world die
but it's still there
going on as it always will
moving quickly
moving slowly
lost pain found again
buried deep inside the heart
block out the hurt
stop the pain
catch me
where are you?
why am i alone
yet not alone
i almost told you what was wrong
but i stopped myself
too ashamed
too scared
save me..please and don't
is this to make me strong
i want to fall
yet i stand unwavering on the outside
slowly suffocating inside
i want to be saved
i want to be strong
which path do i follow
what choice to i make
fall into darkness
or fight to stay in the light
i don't know......
look into my eyes
see deep inside
feel what i feel
i want you to see
i want you to save me
look in my heart
take the pain away
i'm drowning
no longer expecting
no longer hoping
maybe that will stop the pain
but that in itself is a hope
it's a circle
that drags me deeper into myself
the light scares me
they tell me i must fight
but how..how can i fight what must be
i lose myself in my dreams
no longer in touch with what is real
hoping the unreal come true
knowing it won't
only being hurt by myself
causing pain to myself
hoping, not hoping
it's all becoming the same thing
help
again there's the cry for someone
to save me...is that what i really want
i want someone to catch me
to save me
but i'm afraid i'll only become a burden
afraid i'll hurt them
afriad they'll leave me
like everything else
i feel like i'm dying
it doesn't hurt
i'm not scared
maybe it's because i'm really not
but my heart is...
my soul no longer screams
it cries..sobbing in the dark
i've changed
no longer the sunlight...
i am the starlight..the night encloses me
and i reach out
hoping to touch something
to awaken once again...